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Thursday September Eleventh


A life changing event and day.. Hopfully for the better

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Whoever said dreams don't come true doesn't know a thing. I can tell you, that this morning, my dream came true.



P.S. DREAM BIG!!! You won't regret it

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Because of a TYPO, my world came crumbling down. However, the one thing many people don't know, is that they DON'T KNOW

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.I step into my glass [box] screaming, shouting and crying. Take a step out, and act like nothing happened

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.Only when you give me facts will you be able to grab my attention

and say GoodBye to useless blabber

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and someone finally said it. Its up to me to either take it the right way or the other way. A decision, me myself can make and then conduct. They say life is hard, but the truth is, it can be hard when you don't try hard enough.






Say goodbye to the old days... say hello to the upcoming days

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its hard to be put in an awkward position, and to be stalked by someone you dislike



To PEACE-

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Lately, due to the nature of my work, I have been constantly busy with writing documents that tend to be viewed by many people, and the best thing about it is that it is all about my ideas, visions and most importantly my words. I have been complemented on many occasions ever since and I must say it has given me ideas and put a new ‘challenge’ in my mind. I must admit, I really do enjoy writing and expressing my thoughts and feelings. It does not really matter whether someone reads it or not, as long as I have written it and published it, it gives me a sense of relief.
I tend to enjoy writing and speaking formally in both Arabic and English, I tend to speak better formally than informally and I believe that it is more elegant and classy for a girl to do so. Moreover, there is an undiscovered beauty when it comes to ‘formality’. I must thank my dear mother as without her I would not be able to speak English the way I do, nor write proper well-written letters (let alone have common sense!).
I love writing, I really do! And I hope to take it to the next step and ‘hopefully’ publish a novel one day….. ‘hopefully’

























And they say… “when there is a WILL, there is a WAY”

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Funny how the people that crush you are the first to ask you " are you allright?". It's strange how some minds work


Hmph, and how long am i expected to cope with such mantalities? What a life I say, What a life

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Why do i always seem to get sick at the worse time ever? Damn it

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it ain't easy keeping a smile on my face when i just feel blue, oh so bluuuuuuuuuuuuuue. Effffffft

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This depression has hit me hard, i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want to see anyone, i dont want to do anything, i just want to pull my blanket ontop of my head and sulk.. i need to sulk.. literally :(








let alone what just happened a few minutes ago, SERIOUSLY?! Do i really need to know?? Never did i know that things could and get this bad and lead to such a thing.

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What do you do, or wait, let me rephrase, what am i EXPECTED to do, if someone i love so dearly just isn't that same someone anymore? mmmm





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Why is it so hard for people to just stay the way they are or become better, why does everything have to take a toll to the worse? It's just not nice, not nice at all

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I've had a headache since yesterday afternoon, which turned into a horrible migrane this morning, and with a large dose of medicine seemed to go back to a headache. Im in pain, not in the mood, and, fed up! So please leave me alone

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Question: What do you do if you came upon pieces of information that have informed you that a person you onced loved is on the wrong track? Do you ignore, or do you do something about it? I choose to ignore