She talks

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I need things to go back to normal, if not better

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A candle of Hope
dont know why but after my long absence
the first title that attracts me is yours

coz
she only talks her feelings when she is silent infact
when she is silent
she really talks
am i right

A candle of light i picked some of your whispers
not all of them to be honest
yet what i read
was really superb my girl

A candle of hope
is really what we all need
in this light less reality

it aches
when your burn for hope a lone

but i wont say keep burning
dear
just keep hoping my girl

despite everything
some hopes do come true

what you wrote is really lovely

keep it up

and be sure
we are with you

even if you didnt see us participating
but

we are a round your candle of hope
Happy National Day to all
regards


Ana mil

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Back from one of my most relaxing holiday ever, surrounded by my loved ones and breathtaking scenery <3 ahhhhhhhhh don’t even get me started on the fresh air that acted like sleeping pills on my body :p a dose of fresh air everyday knocked me out asleep!
All thanks goes to my beloved father for making these last few days extraordinary and many thanks out to our chef Marketta for the yummylicious desserts!
No thanks goes towards my annoying university who decided not give us a holiday! let alone schedule 6 hours of make-up classes today! I have missed out on aloooooooot!! But frankly, I don’t give a damn.












I needed this holiday.

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A candle of Hope
dont know why but after my long absence
the first title that attracts me is yours
coz
she only talks her feelings when she is silent infact
when she is silent
she really talks
am i right
A candle of light i picked some of your whispers
not all of them to be honest
yet what i read
was really superb my girl
A candle of hope
is really what we all need
in this light less reality
it aches
when your burn for hope a lone
but i wont say keep burning
dear
just keep hoping my girl
despite everything
some hopes do come true
what you wrote is really lovely
keep it up
and be sure
we are with you
even if you didnt see us participating
but
we are a round your candle of hope
Happy National Day to all
regards
Ana mil

I decided not to reply you straight away because i wasn't quite sure what to tell you. The thing is, i chose this name ' candle of hope' because of the rough close-minded society im brought up into, and as woman, i need that little bit of hope not only survive, but to succeed.

However, at this very moment, i am in deep need of myself, i am in need of a candle of hope. Thus, i must admit, currently i am ashamed of what i have become, but i vow today to change, and be a better person, to be worthy of my title, a candle of hope :)

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.Amongst everyone, I need to win your trust

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. Tears of hope run down my cheeks. Just promise me, you won't give up on me

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I m i s s having a bedroom

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I slept last night in my older sister’s room, sharing her bed.
Throughout the night she was fidgeting, I didn’t think anything about it.
I left the house this morning, and was driven by our driver.
Passed by our neighbour’s house and saw many cars, I suddenly felt very very very strange.
I said out loud: there is something not right here, there are too many cars outside their house, too early.
My driver replied: Madam, there is a funeral.
I was speechless, it just hit me who died, before the driver even mentioned it.


I cannot bear seeing people die anymore, a week does not pass without a person I know or someone I know, knows, dies :( its too much, I feel sad, depressed and uncomfortable. Something is not right with the world, something is going on, too many people are dying too soon.



إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون
اللهم ارحمه واغفر له واجعل قبره روضه من رياض الجنه

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I noticed that for the past two months I have been unbearable. Sad, depressed, unhappy, you name it. I no
longer socialize like I used to, I no longer smile like I used to. I am not me anymore. I have had enough

.I miss myself. I need to change

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?Question: What if nothing makes sense anymore
.Answer: You try to make sense of nonsense

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For someone who is supposed to be one of my biggest supporters, you are doing a great job in crushing me into tiny little pieces. Thank you for showing me your true colours


.To peace, serenity and unconditional love-

[المزوحي]

For someone who is supposed to be one of my biggest supporters, you are doing a great job in crushing me into tiny little pieces. Thank you for showing me your true colours
.To peace, serenity and unconditional love-

كلام رائع

شمعة أمل .. ~ وأنا محتاج للدعم العاطفي

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She said: Will you be my maid of honor when i get married? I want you by my side through it all
?I said: How can I refuse


To H, our friendship and sisterly love xx

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To her, im here for you, whenever you need me, i'm here

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

lyrics by: Micheal buble - Lost

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One mOre day left , its not easy when you know you might recieve the worst news ever.. tomorrow