What can i do ?

<font color='#000000'>hi every one i hope that you are all ok
first of all i want to say sorry and plz you all forgive me cuz iam writing in english here andi know that will maybe will make me be kicked out but i want to ask this and i hope that some one tell me or help me to know what i can do ? the story as it is
from 4 years i saw my cousen for the first time sinec we where small i think since we were 6 and 5 years old
i saw here after all that time and we were 16 and 15
we stayed togeth for 3 monthes &nbsp;cuz she is living in CANADA and iam here in UAE
we start talking till it come that we don&#39;t hide any thing from each other we start to be more near than we are with our parents &nbsp;so she left back to CANADA and i did to UAE .. but that wasn&#39;t the end we talked to eache other in to the NET every day &nbsp;we use to talk to each other for more than 6 hours i swear it is like that so one day i told her that i do LOVE her and ican&#39;t imagen my life with out her she answered me back with the answer i was really waiting for &nbsp;she said i feel that too &nbsp;so i was the happyiest one in the world so that we stayed as we are till now and we thought of every thing we are going to do in our future so that happened from 3 days only i was talking to her and i felt that there is some thing really not as it is with her &nbsp;she is different so when i asked her she said that :SHE IS FEELING THAT I AM DOING ALL WHAT IAM DOING WITH HER JUST TO HAVE THE NATIONALTY SHE HAVE (SHE IS CANADIAN)AND IAM (PALESTINIAN) SHE SAID</font>

<font color='#000000'>that what i do is not believeable and aim doing that for what i she said
but i swaer to god i do love her from the bottum of my heart andi don&#39;t imagen my life with out her any more
so ppl tell me what can i do
i really don&#39;t care for that all she said i do care for her only
how can i make her believe me what &nbsp; can i do
plz &nbsp;i need help
so help me
and frogive again to write in english</font>

<font color='#000000'>Hi bro0 it is okey that u write in english ...i really don&#39;t know what to say .. but if she really loves u she will belive u and belive ur feeling .... but it seems that she is not .. i think that u should now talk to her as freind ya3ni not as ur love .... maybe she will change her mind and belive u late on but now be just her freind ...</font>

<font color='#8D38C9'><span style='color:blue'>if you would do what i&#39;m going to tell you now, she will come know that you love her, and not after her nationality&#33;&#33;&#33;</span>

<span style='color:red'>ignore</span> her for some days&#33;&#33; or months... how much it will take, it doesnt matter... in the end she will come to know that you love her not becouse of her nationality... <span style='color:deeppink'>but brother if she didnt realize this, you dont need to waste your time with a girl like her .... tmam <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/rock.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt='???'></span></font>

<font color='#000000'>i thought of that
but i think that she will think that iam really want her nationality
and after she knew it i forgot her
i don&#39;t wan that to happen</font>

<font color='#000000'>but i will try it if that will make it go on
thanx for your help
any more ?</font>

<font color='#8D38C9'>listen brother,
if she think about you this way&#33;&#33;&#33; why you keep in wantting her&#33;&#33;&#33;
so what&#33;&#33; if she have the canadian nationality&#33;&#33;&#33; tell her you dont need it,
and if she loves you, she will not think about what you said now&#33;&#33;&#33;
the best sollution is to stay away from her till she comes and knows from her heart that you are not after her nationality</font>

<font color='#000000'>thanx i will do that
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(wala i am not for her nationality)</font>

<font color='#000000'>ppl i need more help plz
who ever know any way just help me plz</font>

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زائر الليل شو هالكلام كله انا يعني مافتك منك ولا من كتاباتك انا الى الله <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/tounge.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':p'></font>

<font color='#000000'>thanx
ملاك
but i am in a trouble here
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and i don;t have a ARABIC KEY BOARD to write it in arabic</font>

<font color='#000000'>للاسف ما فهمت اي حايه

كان بالامكان يكوووووووون بالعربي</font>

<font color='#EE9A4D'><span style='font-family:comic sans ms'>Dear...there is no one .. can feel what u feel ..if he dont see what u see..
so .. i don&#39;t know how can i help u..
maybe some one tell her some thing about u..& she said that things to leave u...
but ,, u must ask her...why she said that to u..
u must do any thing to make she be sure that u really love her..
if she dont understand u..u must leave her..because if she love u..she will belive u..
I know it&#39;s so difficult to u..but u cant do anything..if she dont belive ur love..so..dont still waitting her..
but i hope she understand u..& i hope to u ,also have a nice life with her.. <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'>
also i advise u to pray & ask ALLAH to help u..

i hope that i help u..
sorry..
bye
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<font color='#0000FF'>فتى البدوع
thanx for your writing even if you didn&#39;t get it it is i happy that you tryed <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'>

رييمان
thanx alot for your beautiful words which realy gave me فتاه من الشرق some trust in my self and so you did
thanx alot and from 3 days ago we have no contact to each other still i don&#39;t know but i will stay on my trying cuz as you know ppl true love don&#39;t die easy
رييمان i was praying as you asked me to do from along time
god always be my first choose &nbsp;
any ways thanx for your feeling you all
and i really don&#39;t know what to say
but thanx
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<font color='#810541'>اخوي زائر الليل انا والله تعب قلبي وانا اقرا قصتك الله يعين قلبك ويساعدك


يعني مو كفاية عليكم بعاد عن بعض ويصير لكم مثل كذا


تصبر اخوي الصبر زين وحط ببالك ان اللي يحبك لازم يمون واثق فيك وبكل اللي تقوله صح ولالا


واتمنى تتعدل احوالك واشوفك على خير وسعادة يارب وربي يجمع بينكم على كل الحب والخير والسعادة <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'> <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'>


<marquee><span style='color:deeppink'>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;بــــــــ مــــــــلاك ـــــــــــــــــــــــاي وو</span></marquee></font>

<font color='#000080'>ok ur story is really touching
but u know i think that if u would talk to a preson close to her and let her /him know that u love her 4 wat she is not &nbsp;for her nationality that might make a result but i dunno ummm try it u wont lose <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/rock.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt='???'></font>

<font color='#0000FF'>thanx alot for all of you ppl who tryed to help me &nbsp;<img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'> i really can&#39;t know what i have to say more that thanx alot
and i want to tell u all that no matter what is going to happen now it will not touch us or our relationship <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/biggrin.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':D'> in the past 4 days we where talking about every thing and we look out for our problem and we did it in a very good way we are back again <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'> and ya guss what also guys she thanx u all for what you wrote here and she say
(فتاه من الشرق)if he just did (means me)what you asked me to do she was going to come after the 1 day only she will not going to take that much to know (LOL)and she thanx you
عيون الشوق &nbsp;and you too ريماني
for what you wrote
and i do thanx you
ملاك الليل
for what you wrote to and don&#39;t be sad cuz she didn&#39;t thanx you bute she didn&#39;t saw it after you wrote
and so you do
عفاريتووو
thanx alot from me
and thanx again and again
I&#39;AM BACK TO LIFE AGAIN
(and wish me luck guys i will be in CANADA on 10 from the next month) i will be next to her cuz i will start study over there
and that will give her more time to think &nbsp;<img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/smile.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':)'>
thanx alot
i do love you alll
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<font color='#8D38C9'>gooooooooood luck brother
and enjoy, plz send my salams and regards to her, and tell her to be good or i will be mad at her, i dont like to see people suffering <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/down.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':dd:'></font>

<font color='#000080'>aha goood thankx god ur back to life again:p
looooooool wish u the best
and u welcome anytime</font>

<font color='#0000FF'>فتاه من الشرق &nbsp;
thanx again and ya i will do that with love <img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/biggrin.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':D'> and she will be happy but come on plz u don&#39;t have to be mad of her if she did it again &nbsp;<img src="http://oasis.bindubai.com/emoticons/biggrin.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':D'> lol cuz as u know and as i know she woooo sweet she will not do that again &nbsp;:P lol

عفاريتووو
hala thanx alot brooooo
and ya iam back to life
lol
thanx all
of you
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