She talks

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A sacred place for me, and only me, to express myself..

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A day of silent sorrow..
With the passing of ones life..
Comes the end of a chapter, of an untold story..
It is there where I see.. the things you cannot see..
A silent whisper.. of a soul that no longer exists..
I know you cannot understand me..
But that’s not the point.. its never been the point

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I wake up this morning.. promising myself.. that i will tell you
A secret.. only few know..
a general secret.. which was not suposed to be a secret in the first place..
but nature took its course.. and reality was turned into a 'secret'
when you see me.. and I see you.. i always want to spill it out..
but yet again.. because it turned into a secret.. I cannot
For the sake of it.. for the sake of us.. wait on me..and wait for it
lets wait.. for this secret.. to turn back to reality

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A problem I always seem to have with Human Beings




They never take you for who you are, but for whom they think you are

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To my One and Only


Thank you for puting your faith in me

Thank you for believing in me

Thank you for letting me become me

Thank you for letting me dream



M-

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I feel Blue, without You

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This world lacks Originality




http://www.biziki.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/03/originality.jpg







hmph, no wonder why i deteste copy-cats







I'd truuuuuuuly appreciate it.. if you stop copying me

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If I could turn time back, i would choose the days when you and I were inseprable, the days when you knew what i wanted to say, before i even said it. If I could turn time back, i would choose the day where our friendship was at its best.






Dear S, Oh I miss you so much:frown: If you only knew how much

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It happened over a few years ago and i decided not to discuss it with anyone. Today, a few years later, they still try to 'know what happened'. But, I just don't want to talk about it, why is it so hard to understand? ahhhhh


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To my loved ones,








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God blessed me from the day I was born with a Father like you. You are Honest, Brave, Adventurous, Intelligent and most importantly, full of LOVE. You made us grow into ourselves and be seen as we are and not as other people want us to be. you allowed us to explore and do things no one has ever done. Because of you, I am a better person. You are my Hero:fa41:






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P.S. I Love You

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?Why do I always want what I can't have

[المزوحي]

Walk with me when u need Company..
Talk to me when u Feel all alone..
Trust me when ur Heartbeats more..
Think of me when u need a True Friend..
Like me...Like me..Like me.

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.I sometimes feel like i'm walking on an Endless Road. No Begining. No End

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Philanthropy

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" Philanthropy is the act of donating money, goods, services, time or effort (often referred to as time, talent or treasure) to support a charitable cause, usually over an extended period of time and with a defined objective"
Wikipedia -






I wish to be a philanthropist when i grow up :)

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Thursday September Eleventh


A life changing event and day.. Hopfully for the better:10:

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Whoever said dreams don't come true doesn't know a thing. I can tell you, that this morning, my dream came true.



P.S. DREAM BIG!!! You won't regret it

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Because of a TYPO, my world came crumbling down. However, the one thing many people don't know, is that they DON'T KNOW

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.I step into my glass [box] screaming, shouting and crying. Take a step out, and act like nothing happened

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.Only when you give me facts will you be able to grab my attention







and say GoodBye to useless blabber

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and someone finally said it. Its up to me to either take it the right way or the other way. A decision, me myself can make and then conduct. They say life is hard, but the truth is, it can be hard when you don't try hard enough.






Say goodbye to the old days... say hello to the upcoming days

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its hard to be put in an awkward position, and to be stalked by someone you dislike:wacko:



To PEACE-

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Lately, due to the nature of my work, I have been constantly busy with writing documents that tend to be viewed by many people, and the best thing about it is that it is all about my ideas, visions and most importantly my words. I have been complemented on many occasions ever since and I must say it has given me ideas and put a new ‘challenge’ in my mind. I must admit, I really do enjoy writing and expressing my thoughts and feelings. It does not really matter whether someone reads it or not, as long as I have written it and published it, it gives me a sense of relief.
I tend to enjoy writing and speaking formally in both Arabic and English, I tend to speak better formally than informally and I believe that it is more elegant and classy for a girl to do so. Moreover, there is an undiscovered beauty when it comes to ‘formality’. I must thank my dear mother as without her I would not be able to speak English the way I do, nor write proper well-written letters (let alone have common sense!).
I love writing, I really do! And I hope to take it to the next step and ‘hopefully’ publish a novel one day….. ‘hopefully’

























And they say… “when there is a WILL, there is a WAY”

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Funny how the people that crush you are the first to ask you " are you allright?". It's strange how some minds work


Hmph, and how long am i expected to cope with such mantalities? What a life I say, What a life

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Why do i always seem to get sick at the worse time ever? Damn it

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it ain't easy keeping a smile on my face when i just feel blue, oh so bluuuuuuuuuuuuuue. Effffffft

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This depression has hit me hard, i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want to see anyone, i dont want to do anything, i just want to pull my blanket ontop of my head and sulk.. i need to sulk.. literally :(








let alone what just happened a few minutes ago, SERIOUSLY?! Do i really need to know?? Never did i know that things could and get this bad and lead to such a thing.

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What do you do, or wait, let me rephrase, what am i EXPECTED to do, if someone i love so dearly just isn't that same someone anymore? mmmm





:(
Why is it so hard for people to just stay the way they are or become better, why does everything have to take a toll to the worse? It's just not nice, not nice at all

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I've had a headache since yesterday afternoon, which turned into a horrible migrane this morning, and with a large dose of medicine seemed to go back to a headache. Im in pain, not in the mood, and, fed up! So please leave me alone

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Question: What do you do if you came upon pieces of information that have informed you that a person you onced loved is on the wrong track? Do you ignore, or do you do something about it? I choose to ignore

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I Love writing in here, becuase although what i say is public, its kept private :) It's a shame how no-one seems to have any interest in english literature besides me LOL

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Imagine being graded on expressing your emotions on the changes you have to go through and how these changes have developed you as a person. Then somehow relate it to organisational change? What an odd thing to be graded on!

To tell you the truth, i have No Problem in expressing my feelings and pouring out my heart to a stranger, but i am not comfortable with what happens after that. Do you know why? Because i am going to have to EXPLAIN my feelings to my professor! Do i really want to be dicussing what goes on in my head and heart to my professor??? Hell no! Due to this freaky assignment, i am finding it hard to express my feelings because i know that im going to have to justify them later! erghhhhhhhhhh

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I don't know why, but i just crave fame:fa34:

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Mentally, Physically and Emotionally… Exhausted

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I am glad that my Display Picture (DP) totally describes who I am, just incase i change anytime soon, it says "& she lies in the grass staring up at the sky, wondering what happened to her life." Totally, utterly describes yours truly xx

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I love the Oasis, but it saddens me that it lacks people you can communicate with properly by speaking english. Everyones' English simply seems like its 'going down the drain' EEEEEEEEEK!!! I need to communicate with someone in this language that mostly describes my feelings :s which i cannot as there is no one here whom i can do that with :( sad

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Imagine being graded on expressing your emotions on the changes you have to go through and how these changes have developed you as a person. Then somehow relate it to organisational change? What an odd thing to be graded on!
To tell you the truth, i have No Problem in expressing my feelings and pouring out my heart to a stranger, but i am not comfortable with what happens after that. Do you know why? Because i am going to have to EXPLAIN my feelings to my professor! Do i really want to be dicussing what goes on in my head and heart to my professor??? Hell no! Due to this freaky assignment, i am finding it hard to express my feelings because i know that im going to have to justify them later! erghhhhhhhhhh


Guess What?!
Tomorrow is the day that I have an appointment scheduled with my professor to pour my heart out. Am I ready? NO!. I still have not finished the unfinishable assignment as i somehow seem to get a headache everytime i try to do so :p anyhoo I really do hope i A-ce this bloody consultation even if i'm dreading it

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it seems that i have had 185 views, and forty people who apparantly read this. Weird! i haven't seem to have had any responses besides from two people.

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People who know me, know that when I listen to music, I only listen to ‘quality’ music. Why be sinned for something that is not worth being sinned for I always say?
Believe it or not, the genres of music that attract me are Opera, Celtic and Country.

Did your jaw drop yet?

I may sound like a 60 something year old, but the lyrics are everything.


A song dear to my heart
Reba McEntire & Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CswHrm8k-4U

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

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It breaks my heart every time I listen to this song, remember above when I said the lyrics mean everything to me? Well, the lyrics here do.
It describes something sensitive I have personally been through ‘mentally’. When I say mentally I mean:
No I am not married. Therefore, I have not been beaten by my partner -
To make a point VERY clear, I have NEVER been beaten -
But,
Have I been struck down and beaten emotionally? Yes
Have I been through such a terrible friendship experience that literally felt like someone had whacked me a knuckle sandwich? Yes
Three years down the line am I still affected by it? Yes
The thing is, friendships end, end very very very badly, but memories last forever.
Do I want my memories to be erased? Yes

A quote from the lyrics:
“Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid”

That is the aftermath of leaving something so bad from the beginning too late.


Genuine Advice I received from a precious someone a few days ago:
“Never try fixing someone, advise them once, advise them twice, advise three times, if nothing happens, just leave. It is not your job to ‘fix’ this person, it is their job.”

Thank you very much for the most valuable advise, I just wish I could show you how valuable it is to me xx

I entered the friendship trying to fix, kept on trying to ‘fix’ the entire time. Now I know, that was wrong, everything was wrong from the beginning. We were never meant to be.

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My day was spent reading a research paper in the ironing room, its amazing how the sound of a washing machine can help you concentrate!










Note: Ive been trying to put a second post after my previous post, no not this one, another one which i need to copy-paste in here, but it won't publish :s i keep on getting an error page

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For the past few months i have been working and studying, the work part was mostly voluntary as i did not want to be paid for the job done. However, i had to leave a week ago on an unanounced break due to the overload of University Work. I have research papers coming out of my eyeballs, literally! Anyways, during my oh-so-boring class today, i was 'picked on' by my tutor to describe my experiences etc on my work experience *ya i acted like im still working:p*, i realised i REALLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYY MISS WORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ;_; really really miss it! let alone, i got a phone call from my colleagues today too

lol my mum always thinks that when i grow up im going to become a workaholic :p i never stop talking about work and i sometimes 'ditch uni' for work :p And all my friends think im weird, unlike them, my work and dreams are put ahead of finding a husband :p





Question:
Is it just me or is everyones final year at University extremely hard?? Do all of you get these disgusting, min 20pg long and extremely complicated articles/journals/research papers to read almost every single day of the week? Uni is not fun anymore

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Awaiting the birth of my friends baby girl any day now :) Im going to be an Auntie soon. I've been begging her baby to come out, i can't wait!!!! :D

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I'm currently busy, im working on a research paper literature review thats due this thursday which carries a huge chunk of my final grade. It is not as easy as it looks, we have to read a very long and detailed re-search paper, review it and provide arguments from other research papers. I haven't even finished reading, im starting to freak out.

Then, i have to read another research paper and answer the questions related to it, which is due tomorrow, although its not graded, but i prefer to just do it and avoid the unncessary drama that took place last week in class.


Is it fair to day im quite busy? I think so



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wish me luck xx

[رمــش الغـــلا]

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G.D luck sweety,,
:inlove:
am really enjoying reading ur dairies and ur talks here ...


Keep Going LOOL



BTW,,as a senior students it's almost the same with us !!!
WE've just to read, read and Keep reading authors researches :pullhair: !!




WIsh U a Best LUck :D
and Remind always that u can DO IT :D

:heart:

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.Finally, Done

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The 2nd of December marks our beloved country’s national day <3
It is this day that represents who we all are, because without this day, emarati’s wouldn’t have existed
Please, do not be selfish and snobbish, but be happy for your country and celebrate! Go out and show your support to your country!!

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I need things to go back to normal, if not better

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A candle of Hope
dont know why but after my long absence
the first title that attracts me is yours

coz
she only talks her feelings when she is silent infact
when she is silent
she really talks
am i right

A candle of light i picked some of your whispers
not all of them to be honest
yet what i read
was really superb my girl

A candle of hope
is really what we all need
in this light less reality

it aches
when your burn for hope a lone

but i wont say keep burning
dear
just keep hoping my girl

despite everything
some hopes do come true

what you wrote is really lovely

keep it up

and be sure
we are with you

even if you didnt see us participating
but

we are a round your candle of hope
Happy National Day to all
regards


Ana mil

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Back from one of my most relaxing holiday ever, surrounded by my loved ones and breathtaking scenery <3 ahhhhhhhhh don’t even get me started on the fresh air that acted like sleeping pills on my body :p a dose of fresh air everyday knocked me out asleep!
All thanks goes to my beloved father for making these last few days extraordinary and many thanks out to our chef Marketta for the yummylicious desserts!
No thanks goes towards my annoying university who decided not give us a holiday! let alone schedule 6 hours of make-up classes today! I have missed out on aloooooooot!! But frankly, I don’t give a damn.





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I needed this holiday.

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I m i s s having a bedroom

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I slept last night in my older sister’s room, sharing her bed.
Throughout the night she was fidgeting, I didn’t think anything about it.
I left the house this morning, and was driven by our driver.
Passed by our neighbour’s house and saw many cars, I suddenly felt very very very strange.
I said out loud: there is something not right here, there are too many cars outside their house, too early.
My driver replied: Madam, there is a funeral.
I was speechless, it just hit me who died, before the driver even mentioned it.


I cannot bear seeing people die anymore, a week does not pass without a person I know or someone I know, knows, dies :( its too much, I feel sad, depressed and uncomfortable. Something is not right with the world, something is going on, too many people are dying too soon.



إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون
اللهم ارحمه واغفر له واجعل قبره روضه من رياض الجنه

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I noticed that for the past two months I have been unbearable. Sad, depressed, unhappy, you name it. I no
longer socialize like I used to, I no longer smile like I used to. I am not me anymore. I have had enough

.I miss myself. I need to change

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A candle of Hope
dont know why but after my long absence
the first title that attracts me is yours
coz
she only talks her feelings when she is silent infact
when she is silent
she really talks
am i right
A candle of light i picked some of your whispers
not all of them to be honest
yet what i read
was really superb my girl
A candle of hope
is really what we all need
in this light less reality
it aches
when your burn for hope a lone
but i wont say keep burning
dear
just keep hoping my girl
despite everything
some hopes do come true
what you wrote is really lovely
keep it up
and be sure
we are with you
even if you didnt see us participating
but
we are a round your candle of hope
Happy National Day to all
regards
Ana mil

I decided not to reply you straight away because i wasn't quite sure what to tell you. The thing is, i chose this name ' candle of hope' because of the rough close-minded society im brought up into, and as woman, i need that little bit of hope not only survive, but to succeed.

However, at this very moment, i am in deep need of myself, i am in need of a candle of hope. Thus, i must admit, currently i am ashamed of what i have become, but i vow today to change, and be a better person, to be worthy of my title, a candle of hope :)

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.Amongst everyone, I need to win your trust

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. Tears of hope run down my cheeks. Just promise me, you won't give up on me

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?Question: What if nothing makes sense anymore
.Answer: You try to make sense of nonsense

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http://arhcamt.blogsome.com/wp-admin/images/Not_Falling_Apart_.jpg


For someone who is supposed to be one of my biggest supporters, you are doing a great job in crushing me into tiny little pieces. Thank you for showing me your true colours


.To peace, serenity and unconditional love-

[المزوحي]

http://arhcamt.blogsome.com/wp-admin/images/Not_Falling_Apart_.jpg
For someone who is supposed to be one of my biggest supporters, you are doing a great job in crushing me into tiny little pieces. Thank you for showing me your true colours
.To peace, serenity and unconditional love-


كلام رائع

شمعة أمل .. ~ وأنا محتاج للدعم العاطفي :k_blush-anim-cl:

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She said: Will you be my maid of honor when i get married? I want you by my side through it all
?I said: How can I refuse


To H, our friendship and sisterly love xx

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To her, im here for you, whenever you need me, i'm here



http://www.suicidekiss.com/graphics/pictures/albums/gothic/Lostgirl.jpg



I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost





lyrics by: Micheal buble - Lost

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http://harpurpalate.binghamton.edu/42/elegance.gif







Just [Dance] with me






.P.S. its proven to be one of the best ways to get rid of your frustration, tried and test by yours truly

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:For this year, I promise myself to

Be healthy, healthier than i have ever been -
To be dedicated to fitness in any form -
To be POSITIVE, especially during this crisis -
To take care of myself -
To be Happy -
To make new friends, and keep holding onto the old -
To graduate with honors, get a job if not enrol into a postgraduate course -
To LOVE and to be LOVED -
To being self- selfish, not selfish, but self-selfish -
To be HONEST and FAITHFUL -

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One mOre day left , its not easy when you know you might recieve the worst news ever.. tomorrow

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? Mirror Mirror on the wall, who is the fairest one of all

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Sometimes, the only way I can have you, is if I let you go

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http://www.theaviationnation.com/wp-content/images/handcuffs.JPG

Please DON'T steal my words!!! ALL of what you see, except for the lyrics and quotes are MINE, yes I made them up, i wrote them, so they ARE mine, please do NOT use my writings without my permission

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http://divyanovel.files.wordpress.com/2008/12/closed-door.jpg

If all doors close on you, keep knocking, one will eventually open... Don't loose hope

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Amal, I love you xx

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http://j9marshall.files.wordpress.com/2007/12/fluman.jpg


;_; Got the FLU

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...The answer is as simple as



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Because i love you

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? Can you ever forgive someone that once broke your heart


http://highheelsandhitops.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/heartbreak-1.jpg

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... When the going gets tough


http://www.soc.ucsb.edu/sexinfo/images/11-08-how_to_survive_a_breakup2.jpg

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?I wonder if all dreams are worth fighting for


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http://nycweboy.typepad.com/my_weblog/images/2008/03/22/walking_away.jpg

?Why is it easier for me to turn my back on you and walk away, then it is to face you and confront my fears
? 'Why is lying about how i feel and using the sentence ím fine'much easier than 'no, im not ok
? Why does my heart skip a beat every time someone mentions your name infront of me
? Why are all my dreams of you unpleasant, and considered as nightmares
? Why can't I be me around you, I can't even be me if someone mentions you
? Why is life so vibrant and bright without you, yet so so so hard

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http://thebreakthrough.org/blog/2008/04/29/hiding.jpg

I fear me, when im with you

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http://myideallife.files.wordpress.com/2007/09/ist2_697582_we_all_need_friendship.jpg


I said: Don't you find that your friends in university have suddenly become all selfish in the last year and keep everything to themselves? no-one wants to help
She said: M, that's because you need new friends, not fake friends





Thank you Denise for opening my eyes! Much appreciated xx

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http://media2.englishbaby.com/dynamic/my_photo/image/0000/0000/0177/177337_1203551840_182097.jpg


Just breathe, everything will be ok, just breathe

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:Personal Advice
: Wake up every morning, walk towards a full length mirror, stare, point and repeat
. You ARE Happy -
. You CAN do it -
. You're hot, everyone LOVES you ;p -
* ! Ill be damned if your day doesn't turn positive ;) *believe in the law of attraction

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http://www.graduatefinance.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/05/graduate-finance.jpg

On the 16th of April 2009, she graduates

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http://www.novamagazine.com.au/images/2007/AUG/Unleash-your-inner-energy.jpg
She spent her days isolated from mankind, not because she was alone but because she had a dream that had to come true. Three months pass by and she unleashes herself to the world. A new her, one unidentifiable that left everyone speechless, not because of the change, more because of the person she has become after this change
To positive life changes xx

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http://www.forwardedemails.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/12/beauti-eyes.jpg


" .(The face is the mirror of the mind, and eyes without speaking confess the secrets of the heart." - Saint Jerome (374-419 A.D

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http://images-0.redbubble.net/img/art/size:large/view:main/2117871-2-imagination.jpg



I live in a fantasy

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http://img.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2007/08_03/milleniumstar2808_468x589.jpg


جوهره

Jaw - ha - ra


:fa41:The name that would be given to my lovely new horse

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:fa46:She will be in The National Newspaper soon

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Only you can change you're own life's story
http://www.writedesignonline.com/history-culture/WD-A2Z/c_vera_wang.jpg

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http://oasis.bindubai.com/bin/uploaded/2373_01255619470.jpg (http://oasis.bindubai.com/bin)

http://www.fashion.arts.ac.uk/snapshot/wp-content/uploads/2008/01/ieva1.jpg

[تحفه]

هالموضوع وايد حلو 3>

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"He said .... " You need to be sure about what you want
http://www.kitmeout.com/img_assets/burberry1_blog.jpg
?But what if I already am

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http://cache.gawker.com/assets/images/jezebel/2009/06/home_on_the_ranch_4.jpg





... I took the easy way out

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?Will you meet me half way



http://boycottnovell.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/01/1057255_alone.jpg

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http://blog.handbagsoutlet.biz/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/louis-vuitton-ad-campaign-handbagsoutletbiz.jpg


Is a working lady

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? Why is that you are always on my mind

:fa41:

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When I look at you my mind goes on a trip


http://gallery.photo.net/photo/3297989-lg.jpg

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http://oasis.bindubai.com/bin/uploaded/2373_01261129630.jpg (http://oasis.bindubai.com/bin)

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... I wonder if anyone thinks of me when they can't go to sleep at nigh

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If I was brave enough I would ask you for the reason behind that smile, and let you know that I feel the same way too